BurningSunIllust

I didn't realize that I hadn't written anything on this journal in almost a year. Things seemed to have changed a bit in my personal and artistic life. Personal Made some friends but lost a few as well, found out who really are important and those that care about what happens in my life. Kind of feels like leaving high school again and realizing the cliches fade away and true friends remain. Not that it's a bad thing, we all need the social connections it's just knowing who are  permanent or not is good.  Very awesome and at times annoying but that's how life seems to be, we wade through the endless crap to find those  experiences that make

*walks through the down* Meh: "Where have you been all night?" Me: "Uh just out with some friends that's all, things ran a little late." Meh: "Don't even try that line with me, I know you have been seeing that whore, Fun. You think I don't know?" Me: "Well if you would just do something now and then I wouldn't have to sneak out to see Fun. I hate you!" *walks out*  The way I've been feeling each time I walk into the door and find myself wondering why I even entered the house. Meh mood is stalking me and keeps interrupting my mellow mood. I really do need to find some night friends so I can just be away for a complete day and not worry

Updates I always wonder what to put in these journal things... since I'm not really use to writing anything interesting into text. Though it isn't like life so far hasn't been interesting lately just not worth writing about. Maybe that should be a goal, to write down what I do and make lists of what I need to do. 1. Need to put up more artwork 2. Need to work on line economy 3. Get back into other aspects of art 4. Visit more artistic locations, museums, old town buildings, etc 5. Improve social skills in the areas of wit and charm(though I know I'm already charming =D lol) 6. Actually do some of what is on the list I think that's